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Psalm 16 You Are My Portion Lord!

I have been deeply moved by the richness and wisdom contained in Psalm 16.  It just gets better every time I meditate upon it. In sum, I just see the heart of our Savior in it. Because we have been "quickened together with Christ", we can interpret Messianic Psalms as part of the new creation given to us in Christ, (Romans 8, 2 Cor 5:17, Galatians, Colossians 2, 2 Corinthians 3:18). Surely He prepares a delectable table before us in the presence of our enemies, the struggles and troubles confronting us on a daily basis. We are told that Jesus became sin so that we could become His righteousness . 1 John 3: 1-2 says we will one day become like he is! "Beloved, now we are children of God, and it is not yet revealed what we shall be; but we know that when he is revealed, we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is." Wow! I don't think I have ever heard a sermon or teaching on this concept. It's just one of those weird scriptures that Ch...

A Blindness that Sees (reflections on trusting)

Today I was reading in 1 Samuel chapter 13 and 14 and was struck by the act of "seeing" and it's outcome. The narrative is about King Saul and his disobedience to the instructions that Samuel gave him from the Lord. His disobedience stemmed from what he saw with his eyes/understanding. Each time I read these words,"Israel saw ...", and "When I saw ..." the outcome was very bad for King Saul. These words were always followed by disobedience, and disobedience was always followed by defeat. Eve  disobeyed God because she " saw that the fruit was good for eating." Although God had warned her not to eat the fruit, it looked tasty and seemed good-so she ate it. Clearly, seeing can be a major stumbling block. Perhaps this is why Jesus said that he came to give sight to the blind and make blind those who see? In other words, seeing through my own understanding blinds me to the truth. I must be made blind to my sight so that I can see His truth. ...

"She Has Wrought A Good Work" - Mary of Bethany

“Now when Jesus was in Bethany, in the house of Simon the leper, there came unto him a woman having an alabaster box of very precious ointment, and poured it on his head, as he sat at meat. But when the disciples saw it, they had indignation, saying “To what purpose is this waste?” For this ointment might have been sold for much, and given to the poor. When Jesus understood it, he said unto them, “Why trouble ye the woman? For she hath wrought a good work upon me…for in that she hath poured this ointment on my body, she did it for my burial.” Matthew 26: 6-12 Like me, do you long to do as Jesus did, and “work the works” of God? I do, but I often get just a little overwhelmed with all that this implies. I was feeling this way this morning and discussing it with the Lord when I ran across this awesome scripture. In it I saw that He will lead me each and every day. My only task is to remain closely connected to Him. To truly work the works of God, all I must do is abide and obey with...

Levels of Power and Authorities

Lately I am compelled to blog each insight, no matter how small. I don't know what this is about, but I am going to do it as much as possible. Perhaps logging my journal here is fire insurance in case something wipes out my journals-which are much more detailed of course. I originally began studying the Ephesians prayer where Paul asks for the Christians to have power to grasp the glorious mysteries contained in Jesus Christ. This too has become my daily prayer. Particularly the Spirit of Might, because I need a power greater than myself to live this life. Might in the Greek means "valiant, warrior, chief..." In God's grace and wisdom, He has endued believers with the Spirit of Might in our inner man. Reading these words sends a reverberation through my spirit-man like a deep, bass drum. When I feel this deep shaking at a particular truth, it feels as if the Lord is beckoning me to come and explore a truth more deeply. My study of the word "might" someho...

How Far Does Jesus Have To Travel To Work A Miracle In The Church Today?

In  Luke 4:18-27, Jesus tries to do a little outreach in his hometown of Nazareth. It's safe to say there was no "standing O", or demands for an encore. Reading the passage, you can imagine a flutter rippling through the crowd as the people whispered from ear to ear, "Isn't this Joseph's son?" Throats are cleared in embarrassment. Nervous glances are shared. Didn't we see him running through the streets in his diapers? Now he is claiming to be the Messiah spoken of in Isaiah? Seriously? Because of this, he could not do many miracles because of their unbelief. Jesus, ever mining the heart for any glint of faith's gold, rebukes them for their unbelief.  He wants them to have so much more. To illustrate how their unbelief is robbing them, he pauses and gives a little history lesson. Elijah was a prophet who also was unable to perform any miracles in Israel. To work a miracle, he had to travel to...

The LIar

Have you ever been in a situation where you had an "aha" moment, a moment in which things became clear- and it changed everything?  Jesus said,  "You will know the truth, and the truth will make you free."  If we do not have the truth, what do we have? While Jesus referred to himself as the Truth, he also made mention, (not honorable), of an enemy in whom there is no truth. This enemy's name is Satan, meaning Destroyer   - and he destroys with his lies. The Destroyer has many titles, none of which are overly flattering.  Jesus called him the Deceiver, a Liar, and the Father of Lies, among other things. He made it crystal clear that if Satan's lips are moving, you can bet he is lying. While people may lie for a variety of reasons, Satan's lies have one singular purpose: to steal and to destroy. This truth is made clear when Jesus contrasts their personal mission statements in Joh...

Why Seeing My Sin Is A Good Thing

 When I was a young believer, full of self-confidence (because I didn't know any better), I often considered how I was "doing". When I looked inward, I hoped to find that I was doing good. If I came up short, I cringed and vowed to do better next time. Anxiety would grip me. Self loathing was not far behind that anxiety. I am so bad. I should know better! If I did better, I felt better about myself. If I did poorly, I felt awful. I actually thought I could change with God's "help" although in truth it was all about me. After God pulled out of a pit of my own making, I see things much differently. Because I have looked into the fullness of His grace. I know better than to look inward to find any good. That's like going to the circus to hear Pavarotti sing. At the circus I will see dirt, smell feces, and maybe see a cool high wire act, but Luciano I will not see.  It's a terrible analogy, but in the same way it is futile t...

He Desires Mercy

I used to believe that in order to be close to God, I had to carry out my Christian duties and fulfill all of the scriptures. But this was so futile! When I became aware of being successful, I felt good about myself. In essence, God was now in debt to me for doing so "well" although I would not have admitted that consciously. If I failed, I got down on myself and vowed to try harder. O wretched man! I eventually came to the place where I could not go on like this. I was tired and gave up. Yesterday the Lord spoke to heart about this period in my life, my backsliding. He whispered to my heart that if I had understood His love and willingness to show mercy, as many times as needed, I would never have fallen away. He showed me that I did not run to him, so HE COULD NOT GET TO ME. I did not confess immediately to Him. I did not confess to another. I did not look to Him. I hid. I beat myself up. I felt I should have done better. Oh the freedom that came when he showed me that I ...

Jesus Cleaves To Us

Which, incidentally, brings me to what I originally started to blog about. The passage that struck me in a new way was in the book of Corinthians I think. I can't recall the book right now. Anyways, it is the passage where Paul is giving instruction to the church on love, family and marriage. He explains that a man should leave his father and mother and cleave to his wife, even as Christ cleaves to the church. I have read this passage many times before, but I had never noticed how the writer pauses and briefly notes that he is “speaking a mystery". He pauses to point out that he is actually referring to Christ and the church, a divine mystery. Just as Jesus left his Heavenly Father and home and cleaves to the church, his bride, so to a man will leave his parents to cleave to his wife. What an awesome picture and truth! Jesus cleaves to us, which means to hold fast to us. The word evokes the idea of wrapping around and enveloping another. Another picture of cleaving is in ...

He Longs for Your Love

“You adulterous people, don’t you know that friendship with the world is hatred toward God? Anyone who chooses to be a friend of the world becomes an enemy of God. Or do you think that Scripture says without reason that the Spirit he caused to live in us envies intensely? But he give us more grace.” James 4:4-6 I work with couples in a counseling setting and sadly I am often party to witnessing betrayal.    The shock, disbelief, anger, and sorrow of learning that a spouse has turned his heart towards another love is heart breaking. The offending spouse sometimes protests that he or she loves the betrayed, but the betrayed knows better. Given our human response to betrayal, should we be surprised to know that the Lover of our souls may experience betrayal when we turn our affections from Him? He loves like no other. Scripture says that He loves so intensely that the Spirit he made to live in us actually yearns jealously. He longs for all of ou...

Guard Your Heart

I think of my heart, my affections and desires, as a sort of throne. What sits on that throne determines everything. The more I counsel people, the more I believe that our hearts desires, or false desires, dictate our happiness, peace, and joy. Our hearts were made to know and experience the love of God. In his heart alone am I at total rest. But the desires of the world, the antithesis of God's kingdom, call to us and promise to fill the aching for God. My heart is holy. It is a sanctuary that must be guarded vigilantly. How easily I begin seeking other things, things outside of God and His perfect, beautiful will for me! We are told that God's eyes roam over the earth, searching for a heart that is perfect towards Him. Perfect hearts are hearts that know only God can truly satisfy. This is heart purity and the pure in heart alone shall see God.

Jesus's Thing for Filling Things..

I just noticed today that Jesus had a thing about filling things. He went around filling things in the most extravagant way.  His first miracle was to take clay pots and fill them with the best wine. In the Greek, the word that was used means to "fill entirely". Scripture says they were filled "to the brim", and with really, really good wine. Yep, his coming out miracle suggests that He likes to fill things, clay pots (me and you!), with good wine. Sign me up! Then he multiplied the bread and filled their hungry bellies. Again, the word here means "to gorge, to satisfy". In this miracle Jesus draws the connection between the symbolism and the reality. He observes that full bellies are good, but full spirits are even better. He kind of says, come and get it. I'm that bread. You are that belly. Let me fill you. And there he goes again, filling things. Then before Jesus left earth, he told his disciples to wait to be filled with the Holy Spirit. See what ...

Spirit of Might

I do not strive or labor for anything but to enter his rest. The rest of God is living by the power of the Spirit, not my own strength. Oh, this was such good news to me as a broken down, defeated, addicted Prodigal child! It is still the best news going for me, and for all who are poor in spirit. Back many years ago while searching the scripture for hope, I happened upon this verse: "And the law of the Spirit of Life has set me free from the law of sin and death." I was captivated by this scripture. The law of the Spirit? What is that? How do I get it? In it I saw a ray of hope that something greater than my wicked sin nature was at work in my life. In Ephesians, Paul prays for the church, that they might be strengthened with might through the spirit in their inner man. Feeling my weakness and lack of late, I recently began studying this word again. The Holy Spirit has a way of taking us by the hand in our Bible reading and showing us new insights that bring freedom. This ...